
I know it's been months, actually almost a year, since I've written a blog. I have many
excuses, but quite honestly I just didn't have anything that I wanted to say.
This past month has been tumultuous to say the least. There have been a lot of
changes going on around the house, good and bad. Trying to deal with change is
always tough and then suddenly on top of all this my mom was diagnosed with
cancer. It came out of nowhere and really shocked everyone in my family. The
good news was that they had caught it early and it could be dealt with by her
having surgery.
excuses, but quite honestly I just didn't have anything that I wanted to say.
This past month has been tumultuous to say the least. There have been a lot of
changes going on around the house, good and bad. Trying to deal with change is
always tough and then suddenly on top of all this my mom was diagnosed with
cancer. It came out of nowhere and really shocked everyone in my family. The
good news was that they had caught it early and it could be dealt with by her
having surgery.
It was difficult during the weeks leading up to my mom's surgery and it took a
lot of planning for me to be able to make it out to Colorado to be with her for
it. Her surgery also happened to fall on a race weekend for me. I already had
plans in place to race at the Texas 70.3 that Sunday and my mom's surgery was on
Thursday. I decided that I would make it to both, knowing that would put a lot
of stress on my system. My mom's surgery was the priority and whatever
happened at the race would happen.
The week finally came for me to head out to Colorado. I left on Wednesday and
then Thursday morning we got up at 5 am for the big day. Waiting during the
surgery was the hardest part. We knew that the surgery was a fairly routine
one, but nothing seems routine when it is your own family member. Finally
around 1 pm the doctor came out and said the surgery was a success and that my
mom was doing well. We were all very relieved. Finally after what seemed like
forever, we were able to go visit her. The first day and night was hard for her,
as she was in a lot of pain. I sat there wishing I could take the pain for her
and tried to help her as much as I could. Even now as I write this blog it
brings tears to my eyes.
By Friday she was doing better and it was time for me to leave her with the rest
of my family and head to Houston. When I stepped off the plane in Houston
the humidity hit me like a wall. It was palpable. I headed to my brother’s
house around midnight to try and get some sleep before I had to check in
the next morning. I like to try and pick someone or something to race for when I do longer races
to give myself some motivation. Obviously this time it was easy to pick who I
would be racing for, my mom. So, I woke up Saturday morning feeling happy to be
racing that weekend and anxious to see if my bike was in one piece! I drove to Galvestonand picked up my bike checked in, went for a little ride and then went to the hotel to check in finally around 5 p.m. Everything was going
pretty smoothly.
Race morning came very quickly after such a long week, but I was feeling good.
I had to wait an hour and a half after the race start for my wave to go off.
That is always the hardest part, waiting. Finally it was time for my wave to
line up. The water was a nice temperature and the swim was pretty uneventful.
I still have a lot of work to do on my open water swimming, but I came out of
the water feeling good. Then it was on to my favorite part, the bike. The bike
section was flat and there was a very strong headwind heading out to the
turnaround. There are certain things that are key for me to do well in hot in
humid races. Making sure I drink enough and taking salt pills. I did neither
of those. Around halfway through the bike I started getting dehydrated and then
the leg cramps started to set in. I had to come out of the aerobars and keep
stretching my legs to try and get a little relief for the last 20 miles. I
finally reached the end of the bike and was hopeful that maybe stretching my
legs out on the run would help with the cramping. It did not. The run was pure
torture; at that point I was just trying to survive. I tried to run to every aid station and then took as much water and Gatorade as I could handle. The
only thing that kept me from dropping out was the fact that I was doing this
race for my mom and I wanted to finish. The finish finally came and after I
crossed the finish line I took off my shoes and realized that my foot was
bleeding from a big blister I had somehow managed to obtain. I thought the
entire run that I had a big rock in my shoe. I limped over to the medical tent
and had it bandaged up.
I definitely didn't have the race that I had hoped for, but I was happy that I
was able to persevere and finish and do something to honor my mom. There was a
good ending to the race; I was able to get a spot to the 70.3 world
championships in Vegas in September. Good things come to those who persevere.
lot of planning for me to be able to make it out to Colorado to be with her for
it. Her surgery also happened to fall on a race weekend for me. I already had
plans in place to race at the Texas 70.3 that Sunday and my mom's surgery was on
Thursday. I decided that I would make it to both, knowing that would put a lot
of stress on my system. My mom's surgery was the priority and whatever
happened at the race would happen.
The week finally came for me to head out to Colorado. I left on Wednesday and
then Thursday morning we got up at 5 am for the big day. Waiting during the
surgery was the hardest part. We knew that the surgery was a fairly routine
one, but nothing seems routine when it is your own family member. Finally
around 1 pm the doctor came out and said the surgery was a success and that my
mom was doing well. We were all very relieved. Finally after what seemed like
forever, we were able to go visit her. The first day and night was hard for her,
as she was in a lot of pain. I sat there wishing I could take the pain for her
and tried to help her as much as I could. Even now as I write this blog it
brings tears to my eyes.
By Friday she was doing better and it was time for me to leave her with the rest
of my family and head to Houston. When I stepped off the plane in Houston
the humidity hit me like a wall. It was palpable. I headed to my brother’s
house around midnight to try and get some sleep before I had to check in
the next morning. I like to try and pick someone or something to race for when I do longer races
to give myself some motivation. Obviously this time it was easy to pick who I
would be racing for, my mom. So, I woke up Saturday morning feeling happy to be
racing that weekend and anxious to see if my bike was in one piece! I drove to Galvestonand picked up my bike checked in, went for a little ride and then went to the hotel to check in finally around 5 p.m. Everything was going
pretty smoothly.
Race morning came very quickly after such a long week, but I was feeling good.
I had to wait an hour and a half after the race start for my wave to go off.
That is always the hardest part, waiting. Finally it was time for my wave to
line up. The water was a nice temperature and the swim was pretty uneventful.
I still have a lot of work to do on my open water swimming, but I came out of
the water feeling good. Then it was on to my favorite part, the bike. The bike
section was flat and there was a very strong headwind heading out to the
turnaround. There are certain things that are key for me to do well in hot in
humid races. Making sure I drink enough and taking salt pills. I did neither
of those. Around halfway through the bike I started getting dehydrated and then
the leg cramps started to set in. I had to come out of the aerobars and keep
stretching my legs to try and get a little relief for the last 20 miles. I
finally reached the end of the bike and was hopeful that maybe stretching my
legs out on the run would help with the cramping. It did not. The run was pure
torture; at that point I was just trying to survive. I tried to run to every aid station and then took as much water and Gatorade as I could handle. The
only thing that kept me from dropping out was the fact that I was doing this
race for my mom and I wanted to finish. The finish finally came and after I
crossed the finish line I took off my shoes and realized that my foot was
bleeding from a big blister I had somehow managed to obtain. I thought the
entire run that I had a big rock in my shoe. I limped over to the medical tent
and had it bandaged up.
I definitely didn't have the race that I had hoped for, but I was happy that I
was able to persevere and finish and do something to honor my mom. There was a
good ending to the race; I was able to get a spot to the 70.3 world
championships in Vegas in September. Good things come to those who persevere.

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